"Pero en los casos en los que no ha sido la costumbre sino el más íntimo impulso el
que nos ha llevado a ofrecer amor y veneración, cuando hemos sido discípulos y amigos
de todo corazón, el momento de reconocer que la corriente dominante en nosotros se
aparta de la persona querida es amargo y terrible. Cada pensamiento que rechaza al
amigo y al maestro se vuelve con aguijón venenoso contra nuestro propio corazón; cada
golpe de defensa nos da en la propia cara. A quien creía actuar según una moral válida
se le aparecen las palabras «infidelidad» e «ingratitud» como vergonzosos reproches y
estigmas; el corazón aterrado huye temeroso a refugiarse en los amados valles de las
virtudes infantiles. Me costaba trabajo comprender que también esta ruptura ha de ser
llevada a cabo, que también hay que cortar este lazo."
... monta. Supongo. No te estreses, no soy mentecata o cabeza hueca, me preocupo por los asuntos ocultos del alma, sólo que no con la frecuencia con la que me gustaría. Tchaikovsky me habla, con voz tonante y persistente, y eso me conmueve y a veces me hace llorar. No puedo meditar, porque no puedo dormir a mi mente para despertar a mi subconsciente. Además, le tengo miedo.
...no hay palabras, o el desorden monumental no permite su fidedigna acomodación en una frase coherente. Letras amontonadas, hacinamiento de ideas, gritos que no se van a cantar, silencios que no se pueden digerir. Minuciosidades o nimiedades o estupideces o incoherencias.
I don't wanna be your friend
I just wanna be your lover
No matter how it ends
No matter how it starts
Forget about your house of cards
And I'll do mine
Forget about your house of cards
And I'll do mine
Fall off the table,
And get swept under
Denial, denial
The infrastructure will collapse
From voltage spikes
Throw your keys in the bowl
Kiss your husband 'good night'
Forget about your house of cards
And I'll do mine
Forget about your house of cards
And I'll do mine
Fall off the table,
And get swept under
Denial, denial
Denial, denial
Your ears are burning
Denial, denial
Your ears should be burning
Denial, denial
Come on, my star is fading
And I swerve out of control
If i, if I’d only waited
I’d not be stuck here in this hole
Come here my star is fading
And I swerve out of control
And I swear I waited and waited
I’ve got to get out of this hole
But time is on your side
Its on your side now
Not pushing you down and all around
It’s no cause for concern
Come on, oh my star is fading
And I see no chance of release
And I know I’m dead on the surface
But I am screaming underneath
And time is on your side
Its on your side now
Not pushing you down
And all around, no
It’s no cause for concern
Stuck on the end of this ball and chain
And I’m on my way back down again
Stood on a bridge, tied to the noose
Sick to the stomach
You can say what you mean
But it won’t change a thing
I’m sick of the secrets
Stood on the edge, tied to a noose
You came along and you cut me loose.
What am I to you?
Tell me darling true.
To me you are the sea
Vast as you can be
And deep the shade of blue.
When you're feeling low
To whom else do you go?
See, I cry if you hurt
I'd give you my last shirt
Because I love you so
If my sky should fall
Would you even call?
Opened up my heart
I never want to part
I'm giving you the ball.
When I look in your eyes
I can feel the butterflies,
I love you when you're blue,
Tell me darlin true
What am I to you?
Yah well if my sky should fall
Would you even call?
Opened up my heart
Never want to part
I'm giving you the ball
When I look in your eyes
I can feel the butterflies
Could you find a love in me?
Could you carve me in a tree?
Don't fill my heart with lies.
I will you love when you're blue
Tell me darlin true
What am I to you.
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